Perceptions are the truth

Eat your heart out...poison.

15 hours at work.. and cant even have time off..

This sucks.

The hands of time tick on with no regard of its surrounding..

Well,
just in case you wonder how the AHM medal looks like...

More Later...

It feels nice to run in the morning on some public road with masses of people whom you dont really know.

Once in awhile, running in a group isnt that bad.

The free 100 plus was nice.. i wanted to steal some.. but i figure i didnt need them since i've stock up on cheap 100 plus over the past week in anticipation for the upcoming marathon.
There just isnt added incentive anymore.. no one to steal it for..
Mama dont drink it... bro most prob doesnt need it.. and dearest poison is more interested in iced Milo than 100 plus..

=(

The topic on running marathon came up again during the 1/2 marathon. We both agreed that this year's marathon would definately be our last...in view of our old age and we dont wanna spend our latter part of life on clutches...

I've come a looong way. I remember the time when i was first introduced to marathon. It was the year 2002..

I was enlisted as a helper to help usher the runners. My mind was made up the moment i saw runners coming towards the finish line ( Some half dead...).. the sight was enough to excite me to tell myself that i would at least run one marathon in my life.

As history would have it... i ran (2 years later).. alone, with skeptics and critics who did their part in discouraging me. 'Marathon? Why? Would you die?'

It got harder as time goes by.. perhapes its my age.. perhapes its my knees... perhapes its because i lack training.. but when i ran, i always told myself that i must hurry. So that i would be in time for the 100 plus and mineral water at the end.. haha...silly but true. I didnt want them to run out... i wanted to steal those 100 plus and cute mineral bottles for her...

Last year, i didnt ran. Not because i dont enjoy running anymore. i still do...alot. But i realised that besides myself, there wasnt anyone else who would share the 100 plus and the free flow of mineral water.. There just wasnt enough incentive to run anymore.

Along the way, i had lots of goodies like shoe bags, medals, free vitamins and of course, the finisher T-shirt. I still have the one from 2006.. Im not proud of it...because i collected it without sweating a single bead of sweat.. unlike the preious years. The Finisher T-shirt just wasnt enough incentive to run... I had no one to give it to...

This year, i'll go run. i'll go run with all my might.. hopfully, i'll find enough reasons and incentives between now and then to run.. I miss her presence at the finishing line..

Theres only soo much 100 plus that i can drink.. i wanna steal it for people who would drink it with me... hahah... oh yes, im cheap skate. Yes, i am...

I still wear the same stuff from SAF for all my runs.. never really believe in spending more money on more fanciful running gear... I grew up in these...

My running shoes. I still have my old New Balance (on the left). i would have carried on wearing them if they didnt give up on me. I love those shoes...

When i started scouting for new shoes last year, i tried to find back the same ones but apparently they weren't selling anymore. =(

Oh well...

More later. Time for 'the' run...

Its so quiet at 3.40 in the morning..

I need more sleep...after the run.

I love running.... really.



















Mama said 'When you run enough, you must remember that i'll be waiting for you at home for dinner'....

Its thoughts like these that makes you wanna come home quickly... so that you dont make her wait too long..
And dinner always taste so sweet after the time out in the wilderness...

Regards

歌曲：不能说的秘密

歌手：周杰伦

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想像你在身边在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡
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要我怎么捡....?


Im not sure about the show....but the song is definately.. apt.

Regards

Words...
Words can hurt people. Thats why i choose to be quiet..

Actions...
Actions can hurt people. Thats why i choose to hide away..

Better days will soon come... when i stop putting myself in a spot...

They say, Words can only mean so much... Your intentions will shape your actions..

This will be my last 'Not so happy' post. Happy posts ahead...
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對的人 - 戴愛玲

' 愛要耐心等待　仔細尋找　感覺很重要
寧可空白了手　等候一次　真心的擁抱
我相信在世界上　一定會遇到 對的人出現...'

I hate liars..

- Reformed Liar.

Dear readers..

Darn. Scheduled to work late again today. Im having a feeling that im being abuse. Ever wonder why things always go so well for certain individuals but not for you, yourself?

Naaa...its most prob just a perception.

Anyway, More distraction..

When Dan found out he was going to inherit a fortune when his sickly father died, he decided he needed a woman to enjoy it with.
So one evening he went to a singles bar where he spotted the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. Her natural beauty took his breath away.

"I may look like just an ordinary man," he said as he walked up to her,but in just a week or two, my father will die, and I'll inherit 20 million dollars."
Impressed, the woman went home with him that evening and
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.three days later, she became his stepmother.

Jokes makes me laugh...

More distractions..

A little distraction..

My Job is of upmost importance.
In fact, i was working through the National day Holidays..

I guess im in the same shoes with Peter Parker. 'With great powers comes great responsibilities..'

Oh well, just to prove my point, i (of all people) was involved in the following secret Ops. Readers, pls be mindful that the following posts are classified and should not be publicize in anyway..


Scrambled Ops...


















On his way to get airborne..




















Scramble.. SCRAMBLE...Scramble..

Regards

Im going to do everyone a big favour..

The no. 3 is the number of words in that sentence meant for those held closest to your heart.

3 is also number of people that a relationship shouldnt be having..

I cant bear to flip your wallet.. and i dont dare to check your messages.. I've even stop myself from thinking too far ahead because everything seem so surreal when it actually happens.

And yes, i still wish i was ignorant. I must have been cursed to stumble upon everything..

Bye bye..

好想捂朵..不想不看不想听谁说..

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I just want to run..

歌曲：你那么爱她

歌手：李圣杰&林隆璇 专辑：关于你的歌

你那么爱她
作词 作曲:林隆璇
李圣杰 林隆璇

直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个
美好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎

你那么爱她

为甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的
两个她
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔

直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个
美好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎你
那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的
两个她
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔

你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留
下为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的
两个她
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔

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你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊..

I cannot stand infidelity.. it strains the relationship. And it makes you look stupid. It takes lots of strength of overcome and let go of the stigma..

If the relationship is so fragile, where do i look within myself for the rest of my life to find that one thing to carry me through the rough times..

Maybe, we should have left it as that..