Perceptions are the truth

2 days before i migrate.

Bye bye Singapore!

Hello....CHINATOWN, LA!

I've been practising my dishwashing skills. Hopefully, i win some 'Wash the most number of plates' competition in Chinatown and...well... live the rest of my life like a fairy tale. =)

Cant wait..

This is lousy. They are using my photos all over the papers and they refuse to buy my story.. or rather...my pics. Humph!

I have found my second career..

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/viewPost5654.aspx#

Hahah... And no, they didnt pay me for my story. =(

Some lorry just exploded below my voiddeck..

Im no holy man.. I just got the following from Infernal Affairs. I never really got tired of watching the trilogy.

This is another SOS..

I need a decent jacket...

Its another one of those lazy sunday afternoon that i dont feel like doing anything.
I have difficulty even walking to kitchen to get my chng teng. hhah... im getting lazy.

And so i have spent the afternoon in front of my PC searching for blasts from the past.. hahah..
Heres one.

I Saw Red Lyrics - (Warrant)

Oo it must be magic

How inside your eyesI see my destiny
Every time we kiss
I feel you breathe your love so deep inside of me
And if the moon and stars should fall
They'd be easy to replace
I would lift you up to heaven
And you would take their place

Then I saw red
When I opened up the door
I saw red
My heart just spilled on to the floor
And I didn't need to see his face
I saw yours
I saw red then I closed the door
I don't think I'm gonna love you anymore

Everyday I wake up
I thank God that you are still a part of me
Opened up the door to which
So many people never find the key
And if the sun should ever fail to send its light
We will burn a thousand candles
And make everything alright

Then I saw red
When I opened up the door
I saw red
My heart just spilled onto the floor
And I didn't need to see his face
I saw yours
I saw red then I closed the door
I don't think I'm gonna love you anymore
I've been hurt
And I've been blind
I'm not sure that I'll be fine
I never thought it would end this way

Oo it must be magic
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Contentment sometimes save us alot of trouble.
Just have to pay your dues and hopefully move on..
Whats done cannot be undone.

Over the past few days, i was fantically searching for my lost credit card.

Yes, your truely is an idiot who just lost his credit card and the only probable reason is becoz i have too many of them. Nonono...im not exactly rich and my dad didnt apply those for me.... Im just a miser and a cheapskate who jumps at every opportunity to sign up for credit card so that i can get those free-gift.

Hahaha...

And so i turn my entire room upside down..but i still couldnt find my credit card. I even went to the extent of cleaning out my car (for those who sat in my car over the past couple of months would know the state it is in...).. N i still couldnt find it. =(

But i found something else.

I found that i didnt like the state that my car is in a mess...
I found that i didnt like my room to be clutter with unread mails and letters..
I found that i really wanna go back to a tidy and proper home more than i thought i wanna go...

Im craping again... but im glad i lost my credit card. Becoz it helped me remember what i used to love doing..

Going to studio for photoshoot later. Hahah...Bro's hair is in a mess...and mum is super pissed that he is refusing to cut it before his grad shoot. hahahah... I just wanna go look better than bro.. Hahahah....

This is an SOS..

I need a laptop. One with microsoft Office (Words).

Help help..

Regards
Desperate

For the unitiated..

A marathon is defined as running a distant of 42.125km.

Anything lesser is a subset of a marathon.

I.e 21km is considered a 1/2 Marathon, not marathon.

and

a 10km run is a 1/4 marathon..

Go for the real thing...anything less just aint worth it.. hahaha...

I must be the luckiest boy on earth...

Leaving on a jet plane...

Dear all..

I suspect my past has finally caught up with me. When i was younger, i used to 'pissed' my chinese teacher off with my super lousy chinese assignments..

I think after 15 years, they have declassified those exams that i took years ago and post it on some JOKES forum online.. =(

小学生造句

23. 题目: 难过

小朋友写: 我家门前有条水沟很难过。
老师评语: 老师更难过......

32 題目: 果然

上课小朋友说：昨天我吃了水果，然后又喝了凉水
老师：这是词组，不能分开造句。

Sigh.. I should stop embarrassing myself. =(

Okie, another really nice song.


歌手：李圣杰 专辑：关于你的歌

最近 - 李圣杰

你最近不说话
怎麽了 为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱 有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的我却不能够给你
我全我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合
也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
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Just like the song... don't really know why...

Im so tired and sleepy.

Im not sure why. Perhapes, its been a long time since i did overnight duties. Went shopping and temple with mama just now.

While walking to temple, mama made the following comment...

Mama: Son, if i have a camera phone, i would snap photos of people in uniform behaving inappropriately.

Son : huh?

Mama: Every morning, i see alot... on the bus. I will snap their pics and go complain..

Son : huh?

Mama: Sometimes, its not all the things you do.. its the things that you dont do.

Son : huh?

Mama: Its the things that remains in your heart.. its the most innocent and pure love..

Son : huh?

Hmmm.... Somehow, mama seems to be trying to tell me something but apparently, she has the wierdest way of leading me into the conversation. Then again, she might just want a handphone camera...

Oh well, let me catch some sleep before i go do PR tonite.

Regards

歌曲：被遗忘的时光 (无间道)

歌手：蔡琴 专辑：影歌集-25年香港经典

是谁在敲打我窗
是谁在撩动琴弦
那一段被遗忘的时光
渐渐地回升出我心坎
记忆中那欢乐的情景
慢慢地浮现在我的脑海
那缓缓飘落的小雨
不停地打在我窗
只有那沉默无语的我
不时地回想过去

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Its not everyday that you get your boss's attention.

Its not everyday that you get your boss's boss's attention..

Its not everyday that you get your boss's boss's boss's attention..

Boss's boss : XXX, Do you have any comments?
XXX : No Sir, Im very happy with my job...&^*&^ *silently cursing under his breath*

Boss's boss : XXX, Can you share with us what you like about your job and why you are happy?!

XXX : Sir, my job pays me well and i get to bring home a fat pay cheque at the end of each month... I love this job. My mama loves me and my pay cheque...err..i mean..my stable job.

Boss's boss's Boss: Excellent. Im glad you are so positive and satisfied with your job. Alof of us here has alot to learn from you... lets give him a round of applause..

XXX : Knn.... =(

Im going to be late for work for the stupidest reason..

'My house keys are in my car...'

Theres no cure for stupidity.
*adopted from some famous blogger..

Flu again.
Something is definately not right. In fact, my heart beats have been irregular. Its so bad that i can feel it and i would have to stop to catch my breath..
Could be too much jogging.. hahah...

Im not feeling guilty about not running yesterday anymore becoz i suddenly remember last evening that i have a










I would have given you all of my heart
but there's someone who's torn it apart
and she's taking almost all that I've got
but if you want, I'll try to love again
baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest,

baby I know

The first cut is the deepest

'cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest,

baby I know

The first cut is the deepest

I still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
cause I'm sure gonna give you a try
and if you want, I'll try to love again
but baby, I'll try to love again,
but I know

The first cut is the deepest,

baby I know

The first cut is the deepest

'Cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest,

baby I know

The first cut is the deepest...
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You can only hope that time would heal the wound...
The scar would always be there.
Dont ever hurt someone that you love...

Im having a panic attack.
I need to go back to work soon.. =(

Where did my weekend go *again*?

This is a beautiful day...

Perfect for jogging and training for the marathon training..But what did i do?

1) I went out and brought a huge tub of mixed berries yogurt

2) I watched 911 : in plane site (DVD, of course)

3) I played C&C on my PC till i got so fustrated becoz i couldnt beat the comp. =(

Oh well, i did everything except to run. Darn.. im hopeless. I need to now get back to my game. Blog more later..

The good thing about having broadband is that u can spend the whole day listening to songs on the net.. (nono, i would never download those songs. I respect those artist..)

This is a song that i've listened to from time to time over the past 10 years. I've neve seen the lyrics till today...

I think its a great song...appropriate for some occasions.. well, at least for some readers out there who are going through tough times now..


The Heart Of The Matter Lyrics » Don Henley

I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And the struggles we went through
And how I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I'm learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

These times are so uncertain
There's a yearning undefined...
People filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
The trust and self-assurance that can lead to happiness
They're the very things we kill,
I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work I put between us,Doesn't keep me warm

I'm learning to live without you now
But I miss you, Baby
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I figured out,
I have to learn again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But everything changes
And my friends seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

There are people in your life who've come and gone
They let you down and hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; life goes on
You keep carrin' that anger, it'll eat you inside

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore..
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We often take for granted the insignificant things in our life.... and we wont realise it till we lose it.
Believing that it will always be there is a perception... We should all have been wiser.

We are human...and so we err..
but it should never be used as an excuse. Why do we have to wait till the breaking point before we start salvaging the things that we took for granted?

Life is a bitch. What excuse should i use on monday to escape from work? hahah...

Oh well,

And...

A New Mitsubishi Fridge... All 500 L of space...

Mama is certainly excited.. I hope she cooks me nicer dinner in the coming days..

Mama better not be asking me for more pocket money to fill the bigger fridge.. =(

Im in trouble.

Boss spoke to me and told me to stop being so 'passionate' about my job...
I think he was being nice. I think its a good idea to stay away from work for awhile. I feel a headache coming..

Ouch ouch.. =(

On the bright side, the weekend is here.
Im excited becoz there will be new additions to my family this weekend..
Yipppeee...

I have always love babies.... I like boys.

A picture speaks a thousand words?

I just need 1 word..

Haven been feeling exactly well recently. Im sick. Yes, sick of work. And i had 2 days of MC to show for it.. oh well.. gives me time to catch up with things that i wanna do... i.e nothing.

I was browsing the web when i stumble upon this song.
Watched the movie eons back when during one of my off days at work...

I've always like andy lau's song.. hahah.. hes just super good when it comes to sad love songs.

歌曲：再说一次我爱你
歌手：刘德华 专辑：再说一次·我爱你

记得那天你坐在我的面前
你的意愿很明
显等我的表现

我说改天等我有足够的时间
我一定给你一次完美爱情的宣言
多想抓紧每一瞬间
只怕故事已是昨天
才明白忽略是我最大的缺陷

我真的好想再说一次我爱你
我愿意放弃所有一切
只为换回你
如果时间能够为你而倒流
真的好想牵着你的双手再说一次
我爱你

回忆已经没有你在我面前
看什么也会感到厌倦
我闭上双眼
多想两个人盖一张被
一同刷牙 一同洗脸
才明白错把机会
借给了明天

我真的好想
再说一次我爱
你我愿意放弃所有一切
只为换回你
逃避原来不是面对的道理
看清自己种下的可惜重复后悔的延续
喔 我真的好想再说一次
我爱你

我愿意放弃所有一切
只为换回你
如果时间能够为你而倒流
真的好想牵着你的双手
再说一次我爱你
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Never underestimate the insignificant things.. too late.. too little.

我真的受伤了

歌手：张学友&王菀之 专辑：张学友 活出生命 liv

窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了 音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了 人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了 是你变了
灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了 人是不快乐

我的心真的受伤了

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我的心开始想你了... .... Sorry.

What is faith?

'Being sure of what you hope for and certain of what you do not see..'

Sometimes, we all just need faith to pull us through the darkest hour. To see us through the bad times and to show us the way to the end of the tunnel..

Lose faith... and it the end of the road.

I wish i had put more faith in some areas...
I wish i had as much faith as her...

Alot of people has the mis-conception that im a reckless driver. They have seen me zip in and out of traffic, do illegal U-turns and beat amber lights (note: amber lights, not red)
In fact, so many people commented about my driving till the point that i just brush them off as suckers who do not have balls to weave in and out of traffic when the opportunities arises.

Frankly, i totally disagree. If you have been in my car when im not in a rush, you would most prob fall asleep during each ride becoz

1) It will be too slow
2) the carbon dioxide that builds up in the car becoz of the amount of time taken to reach a destination would put u into slumberland.

On thurs, i finally had the golden opportunity to reassured myself that i am indeed a safe safe driver..
It wasnt intentional but...

I brought my sandals along to work in the most unorthodox fashion, on top of my car.
Blame it on my forgetfulness or perhapes, im simply absent minded but.... the sandals stayed on my car throughout the journey and i only realise it when i reached office.

I must have been the laughing stock of town that day and i seriously wonder if i got 'stomp' by anyone..
Oh well.... cant prove a point without dire consequences... =p
I have nicer shoes..but these sandals are special. These sandals were my birthday present. From her to me..
I'll be so sad if i lose the sandals..

Adopted from another source..

'Its just an ego issue. I’ve always feel mighty good when I realize girls are falling for me…but it gives me greater pleasure that I have stayed truthful to the one and only that I wanna spend my life with..'

Easily said. So hard to do...for some of us, at least.
Some people just have complicated lives.. =)

I just wanna keep mine simple. What Dvds should i watch today? =)

Okie, since we are all inspirational today..

Let me quote something that i read from another blog. In fact, let me paste part of the entry here. HB, im sorry i have to 'copy' your entry but frankly, it really made sense soo.. let me help you share with the rest of the world...hahah..

'.......I'll regret if I board the first bus I see without knowing where it's bringing me to. I'll regret more if I know the bus I wanted to board is right behind the wrong bus. I can jump off immediately and hurt myself or get off at the next stop. What if the right bus make a turn before the next bus stop? I'll have to waste my time walking back to the bus stop and wait for the bus again. That's my current state.

The right bus might be gone, but it will come again. If it was the last bus, I can wait till dawn for the first. If I have to spend the rest of my life waiting, I will. I don't want a life full of regrets.....'

I guess someone out there is just about doing as much as i am currently...
What should i do for the rest of the day? I heard SAW I , SAW II and SAW III is good...

Someday, i'll get to watch the entire series of Potter mania.. just as long as the DVD and the company is right... if the company is her.
*dun want monday to come... dun wanna go work..

Just finished watching Rocky Balboa..

' Its not about how hard you hit but how hard you can get hit...'

Why do we all love underdogs? Hahaha..

Hit me hit me.. so that i know im still alive.. Ouch..