Thursday, July 13, 2006
Post no. 87
Some time back when someone close went through a period like this, she told me she felt miserable. I know, coz i saw it through her eyes.
Another friend of mine did a 180 degree turn and went home to familiar grounds.
Yet another shrug it off....his 3 in 2 years.
I feel miserable but im not sure if it shows through my eyes, im moving ahead and has no intentions of revisiting familiar grounds and im not about to shrug it off. Not that i dont want, i cant.
Its a weird feeling. Somewhere in me, i felt relieved. Relieved that i found an absolution. But im not very sure if this is really wat i want.
My friend said that i have lost it. Perhapes.
As i watch you leave, i secretly pray that you will remember me for all the good times we spent together. It wasnt long and but it was really sweet. Thank you for everything.
You'll occupy the other special spot in my heart.
Astroboy.
Another friend of mine did a 180 degree turn and went home to familiar grounds.
Yet another shrug it off....his 3 in 2 years.
I feel miserable but im not sure if it shows through my eyes, im moving ahead and has no intentions of revisiting familiar grounds and im not about to shrug it off. Not that i dont want, i cant.
Its a weird feeling. Somewhere in me, i felt relieved. Relieved that i found an absolution. But im not very sure if this is really wat i want.
My friend said that i have lost it. Perhapes.
As i watch you leave, i secretly pray that you will remember me for all the good times we spent together. It wasnt long and but it was really sweet. Thank you for everything.
You'll occupy the other special spot in my heart.
Astroboy.
# posted by 好人 @ 6:40 AM 
